God is not in charge

And so we finally come to one of the greatest questions of our time, and when I say “our” time, I mean human beings, as it has been our time for at least a few thousand years now. The question is simply: who is running the world, the universe, all of creation? Is there a being behind all this, or is it just “random”, as the scientists used to say. I say “used to”, because scientists no longer agree that even the quantum universe is simply random. We keep discovering new particles, new forces, energies and so on that seem to challenge prior beliefs. Add to this the simple fact is that no one can really seem to grasp the full picture at once. In other words, as far as science is concerned, we simply “don’t know”.

So does the spiritual world know? The thing is, spirituality isn’t about finding better technologies. No yogi goes deeper into existence in order to figure out how to build a better watch or design a better internal combustion engine, or even to find cure for diseases like cancer. We simply don’t do that, not because we don’t care, but because we have a higher priority: to live beautifully, no matter what.

So whenever a yogi goes deeper into existence, they go only so far as to understand how to live beautifully and that’s it—they stop. This just happens automatically—you cannot force yourself to go any further. While every yogi discovers something new and interesting about the nature of existence (or creation itself), they only use it to better the lives of human beings on Earth. We just don’t sit around writing about esoteric knowledge that benefits no one. Then why are there esoteric books about spirituality and mysticism talking about some strange part of existence? They are written by idiots, most likely by idiots who may have heard a master speak about these things in closed circles with some chosen disciples who are supposed to make something of it.

Stop reading spiritual and religious books

I am quite serious when I say this, but everything you read as far as religion and spirituality is concerned, will only burden you further, with new ideas and garbage of all kinds. Even my own book, which was written not by me, but by the Divine Feminine, is a book with a particular narrative, written in a particular manner that speaks about the way life is put together and such. But once you walk on the spiritual path, my narratives will not help you. You must seek your own understanding, put them in your own words and communicate them if you must.

In my case, my goal is to bring spirituality down to Earth. I don’t want it to be some strange, unreachable thing that only a few people understand. I want the ordinary person you meet on the street to live spiritually, with their own understanding and practicing in their own way. This means that our current state, where people belong to large groups that all conform to the same beliefs, or live in the same manner, i.e. have the same culture, will have to die. Yes, I intend to start the process of dissolution of our cultures, practices, rituals, beliefs, etc. wholesale.

In some ways this has already begun, as you can see from the very many ways people are questioning the very fundamentals of our civilization. Everyone that has any sense agrees, for example, that business has destroyed the planet. We don’t need all these products and services, or even varieties of food and drink—it has all been a big waste as it has done nothing to improve the well-being of people. Sure, it’s all fun, but also destructive, and we can certainly live without all this commercial activity worldwide. There is no need for us to have an economic system at all, but that’s a blog post for a future time.

Now, I wouldn’t be advocating for all this change if God was in charge and if, as some people believe, everything was going according to His plan. There would be no point.

There is no plan

Stupid people, who have no idea how to make the world a better place, have always fallen back on the easy narrative that says it’s all going according to God’s plan. It’s the laziest narrative, isn’t it? Once you decide that it’s all God’s will, then you don’t have to do anything. On the other hand, whatever you do can be attributed to God’s will, thus justifying just about any kind of perverted or pious act you may be performing. But at the end of the day, it’s all just a narrative, psychological mumbo-jumbo. What you believe about free-will and such has no bearing on the world, because at the end of the day, you are going to act the way you will act, as I will explain later.

When you look at the world though, and its trajectory over time, does it really seem to you like someone in particular is in charge? Can you explain the various crimes being committed and then left unsolved, allowing criminals to go scot-free? How about the fact that there is so much inequality in the world, with some floating around on 500 ft yachts, while others scrounge around in garbage bins for a morsel of food? And then there’s all the entertainment, with its endless fascination with pornography, gore, apathy, extremist behavior, a fascination supported by the general public’s appetites. How can you explain the debauchery, and the depravity that’s going on all over the world by pointing to a supreme being? You cannot.

Try as hard as you want, you cannot escape the simple fact that human beings have done all this. But at the same time, no one feels free. Everyone feels like they have to work within the system, in some manner or another. Even the wealthiest people on the planet, for all their wealth, are forever imprisoned by worries about money, status, power, influence and whether or not someone is interested in taking it all from them. They have to move in secret, build mansions with endless arrays of cameras, hire private security, find new ways of stashing their money—what a headache! Only someone who really wants money that bad would go to such great lengths. There is no freedom in that kind of living.

No, there is no plan for the people of this Earth, as we have proven to ourselves over and over. We are fully capable of mismanaging this whole endeavor and destroying ourselves in the process. No God is interested in the survival, specifically, of people on this Earth. There is no guarantee of continued existence.

“There is no plan for humanity, no guarantee of survival. We are quite capable of destroying ourselves.”

The nature of action

First of all, let me answer the question, “Is there a God?” Well yes, of course, but He is not what most people think He is. God is not some singular being with a white beard (or perhaps you believe in the formless variety), that is pulling strings or has a plan for us. In fact, God is not even aware of “us”. As I wrote in a previous blog post, individuality is simply an idea, one created by the psychological layer of our bodies, and God has zero interest in it. God is simply interested in making sure that this mechanism we call human, keeps running properly. He (or She or It) is like a subway train operator and mechanic. His job is to make sure you are on track and are moving forward smoothly. He’ll fix issues as He sees fit and silently ensures that the system runs well—your system, i.e.

But He’s a volunteer.

God does not interfere unless you want Him to. He’s happy to let go and let you steer, control the vehicle and do whatever you want. He’ll keep some things running because you don’t even know how to take control of them (such as your heart beat), but whatever you want to take over, He’ll let you take over, instantly. Unfortunately, this is what many of you have done. You have decided (probably because of your schooling), that you should be in charge of certain things, like what you should wear, how you should walk, what kind of job you need and so on. You’ve decided (and continue to decide on a day-to-day basis), that more and more of your life should be under your control so that you can live the way you want.

Unfortunately, this is not what happens. What happens, is that once God lets go, the world takes over. You think that you are in charge of your decisions, but as soon as God is out of the mix, the influence of the world rules you. Now, suddenly, you dress the way the world wants you to, you walk the way it tells you to, and you go out and do whatever it is the world wants you to do. Then it gets worse, as you begin to eat, drink, and even have sex the way the world tells you to. Every single aspect of your life gets taken over. And the more success you have, the more arrogant you become and start to think that you’re doing what you want, when in fact you’re being simply manipulated into doing whatever the world wants.

Please, do not think there is some kind of world-wide conspiracy, involving a specific group of people or lizards and such. The world is a hodgepodge of influences, a cesspool of false narratives and they are simply out there. It is your body that absorbs whatever it does and then gets influenced. No one is in charge.

But if you decide to let God do the work, then He will make sure to keep your system clean of all these influences and allow you to be a passenger, moving smoothly through Time. So the choice is simply whether your actions will be controlled by God, or controlled by the world. You do not have free will.

“You do not have free will. Either God or the world decide your actions. You may choose.”

You know there’s a famous line in the Bible where Jesus (supposedly) says that you cannot serve both God and the world at the same time. I have no clue if Jesus, in fact, said such a thing, but if He did, He’s right. If you give yourself to God, God will make sure all your actions are correct. If, instead, you reject God, then the world will take over and you will end up wherever you end up.

But how do you choose God?

This is a very common question on the Internet. “How do I choose God?”, “How do I follow God’s will?”, “How do I surrender?”, etc. Now, before I tell you how to do that, let me warn you: surrender to God is a very difficult thing to do. If you decide to give yourself to God, you will invariably end up poor, very poor in fact. God does not care about the world at all, nor does He care about you as an individual, so in His quest to make you whole again, He will prioritize all the inner fixes He needs to perform in order to get you back on track. And while He is doing that, you will not have anything you can contribute to the world. In other words, your energies will be taken up by the process of healing, restoration, etc. And if you cannot contribute to the world, the world will get rid of you—it will throw you out of the system. So my advice to you is: don’t do it.

But since you asked, here it is: you simply stop making all decisions, allowing whatever happens to happen. True surrender means that you don’t care what happens to you—you just want God, so you decide you’re not going to do a thing and that God should do everything. This is the idea behind some monasteries—a protected space where you surrender and give yourself to whatever is asked of you. I won’t recommend you do this either, as there are few places in the world where you can be sure you will not be abused by some egotistical “teacher” who believes they are enlightened.

So what can you do? Walk the spiritual path, but don’t totally surrender. Is this possible? Yes, that’s what I am offering and this is the only way that people who wish to continue living in the world can really follow God’s will. Instead of surrendering to God totally, you allow God to uncover your inner intelligence, so that you may be guided while living in the world as to how you should live, how you should act, and so on. God is intelligent. He will let you live in the world as you carry out your day-to-day tasks, while slowly changing you so that you become more spiritual and less interested in the material. In other words, you still will let go of the world, but not all at once. Over time, your dependence on the world and fascination with it will cease and you will become interested in simply living beautifully.

How does He do this? He does this by strategically allowing you to go through just enough of the world that you are satisfied. Instead of succumbing to the world’s influences and say, getting addicted to roller coaster rides, He will make sure that once you get on a roller coaster, you are done. You will not need to go on another roller coaster ride. Whatever little desires you have along the way will be fulfilled, quickly, so you can get back on the spiritual path and focus all your time on it. And God really knows how to fulfill your desires without you having to move heaven and Earth to accomplish them. You may, for instance, take a test ride on a motorcycle and immediately be so fulfilled that you decide to no longer actually buy the bike, saving you years of headache. You may watch a movie, and your fantasies of sailing across the ocean may disappear, just like that. He can arrange such things, no problem. But How does He accomplish all that?

God does not listen to you

God does not listen to you, no matter who you are. I am sorry if you believe in praying to God for things, but He simply doesn’t care. A higher intelligence does not need to listen to a lower intelligence wail and weep and beg for stupid things that it does not need. But God does listen to the Divine Feminine.

Yes, it is the Divine Feminine that needs to enter your life and start to talk to God about what is necessary and what to hold off on. Unlike God, She does understand the world in which you live, and She will make sure to arrange your world so that you can keep moving forward on the spiritual path. She will make sure that you have a job (if you need one), and that you have enough to eat and a decent place to rest and so on. She will not take pity on you or respond to your dumb requests for luxury or comfort, so don’t expect Her to grant you your wish to have a closet full of fancy clothes. It’s not that She’s averse to such things, just that She’ll do what is necessary, not what you demand of Her.

The work I do is to simply introduce you to Her, through me. In fact, She arranges it all. She picks who will come to me, who should be helped in what way, etc. I really don’t do much, except She wants a human being to carry the power She embodies on a temporary basis-only as long as someone is being worked on. If you spent all day with me, you’d see that in every other way I am quite ordinary—I do my own cooking, cleaning, laundry, pay taxes and so on. Zero miracles happen in my daily life, because I am just a human being. Only when someone needs to be worked on, do I sometimes exhibit weird behavior, like being unable to do anything other than sit motionless and wait for the work to end. Otherwise, it’s God and the Divine Feminine working together for the welfare of all.

If you’ve been reading my blog, by now you understand a bit of spirituality, what it means, why it’s needed and so on. I will talk about more mundane topics from now on, from a spiritual point of view because I need to explain what is going on in our world and why it is so. While my blog may be entertaining, the real work I do happens in the real world, when you come to me. The only way I can make a real difference is to be with you in person, so I hope that you will consider meeting me, spending some time and letting me kick-start your spiritual journey. See you soon.